Lately, I’ve been noticing a disturbing pattern in my life:
Every time I say “I’m totally over them,” I immediately do something suspicious, like stare at their old texts, check their Newgrounds activity, or convince myself that the message “Seen 2:03AM” actually means something.
The weather’s been unstable too, both outside and emotionally.
Tokyo’s giving me 35°C heat and existential dread at the same time.
Meanwhile, everyone online is either fighting about sunscreen ingredients or reposting memes about being “chronically unwell (but hot).”
Yeah, same.
I went to the conbini the other night to clear my head and ended up buying instant noodles, two melon pan, and a toothbrush I didn’t need.
The cashier gave me a coupon and also, possibly, a knowing look.
It said: you’re not okay, are you?
But that’s the thing about heartbreak, it doesn’t follow logic, it just loops.
So I looped it. Put it in a beat. Drowned it in reverb. Sat with it.
And from that soup of leftover feelings and humid regret, a track was born.
I’m out here making sad R&B beats because someone I liked once liked my social media post and then never liked me.
Relatable?
It’s called "Bring."
And if you’ve ever looked out the window on a hot night, thinking the moon might understand you better than your ex ever did, this one’s for you.